35 Weeks

It still doesn’t feel real. It still hasn’t truly sunk in yet that, in a matter of weeks, another little boy will have completely captured and captivated out hearts forever. I just can’t wrap my brain around it, or fathom the fact that our love is about to double in size. I don’t think I will either until that day comes. Yes, I feel pregnant. Yes, I know he’s in there. But, despite those obvious facts, it’s mentally hard to imagine him being here.

But, before we know it, he will be here. And, we are SO READY FOR HIM!

The honey-do-lists have winded down, the nursery is complete, the clothes are washed, and labor bags will be packed this weekend. This is truly about.to.happen.

I can’t say this pregnancy has been a “breeze”. It’s truly had its moments of aches and pains. But, all in all, I have no room to complain. It’s been a blessing. It’s been a healthy pregnancy just like with Trent and that is all I could ever ask for. I pray labor is just as healthy. I have been trying to mentally gear up for it. I believe labor is more of a mind over matter type situation and it really pays to be mentally prepared for this amazing adventure.

I wish I could put into words what labor means to me and how important the process is to both Randy and I. We are about to embark on yet another powerful journey that will allow me to do what the Lord meant and made my body to do. I pray I am able to surrender myself both physically and mentally to this event and feel so privileged to have the opportunity to birth freely the way I want to.

Birth is not a medical procedure. Birth is a natural act. An intimate act that’s meant to be enjoyed, felt, and inspired by...however you go about doing it. This is one of the only moments in a woman’s life where her true God given strength is shown. I could go on and on…maybe I’ll write a book on it one day. Either way, even if I am done having babies, I definitely want to stay involved with the birthing community. I believe there are so many women out there who have no clue how much control they can have and should have with their bodies during this special time. And, the impact this event can have on their lives permanently, without even realizing it, for the good or for the bad. Birth matters. Period.

The next few weeks will be spent soaking up all of the fall festivities. There are so many fun things to do these days. I just wish it were a few degrees cooler. Having a baby in November has meant being pregnant for what feels like the longest summer in the history of mankind. 

I look so tired in this picture...

How far along? 35 weeks
Total weight gain: A bunch!
Maternity clothes? Yep
Stretch marks? Just a couple
Sleep: Sleeping as good as I can for 35 weeks. Indigestion is still crazy.    

Miss Anything? Everything is as it should be at the moment.
Movement: Yes, slower but bigger movements. I can’t wait to see how much this boy weighs!
Food cravings: My appetite is non-stop these days. I can’t get enough food.
Anything making you queasy or sick: No
Gender: BOY
Labor Signs: No. Although, I have a hunch he will come a little early like Trent. I am feeling lots of pressure already and he is very low.
Symptoms: Full on end of pregnancy “uncomfortableness”
Belly Button in or out? Oh so out!
Wedding rings on or off? Off
Happy or Moody most of the time: Happy and ready.
Looking forward to:  We are looking forward to baby count down AND the arrival of my new nephew Aiden any day now. Dave’s wife Liz is due November 11^th. Babies babies everywhere!